A Modern Way of Letting Go
Sunday, Sept. 17, 2006 - 20:23

Goal: take my old friend the cute boy from work off of my gmail chat list once and for all.

Deadline: December 31, 2006.

I might as well admit it, I can't block him now. I can't. I always make up my mind to do it, then I get online, see his name with the green circle next to it, I say (out loud to myself) "hello honey", and then I just sit there trying to make myself say "goodbye honey" and I can't. The only thing I can get myself to do is sign out of chat so that I can't see anyone online. Bahh. There he is, right now. Hi honey, I can't block you, you bastard and I love you. Damn it.