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10 points if you can guess what I'm freaking out about -------------------- Fucking hell it's easier to have nothing to do with it, I get terribly upset for very little reason and it brings that terribly uncomfortable feeling back into my chest, straight bam. For very little reason - such very tiny reasons bring me inordinately large waves of discomfort and anxiety and distress and what do I want, what do I want, and why can't I have it. The stupid thing though my stupid thing is that I know what I want and I know I will get it and I know it's all the process, this is the process, this is what I have to go through, I know that so I should just enjoy this life and be okay with it all but I am not, I cannot, I freak out and second guess and panic. I doubt myself and everything I know and fucking hell, fucking hell. --------------------
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