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Sunday morning, Sunday mornings are good now Boy: I called him Thursday night and left a message: I hope you're okay, if you need anything let me know. I called him Friday night and left a message: I'm kind of worried, let me know how you're doing. Finally yesterday afternoon he sent me a text message: thanks for calling, I'm okay, ill but feeling better. He sends text messages rather than calls because it gives him more control. Okay. Whatever, I just hope he's okay. Girl: went ice skating last night with her and another girl and she is so rad! After that we went to dinner, and after that we went to a pub, and I just think she's rad and I hope we do more hanging out. I'd like to just indulge this crush and talk only about her from now on forever, but I will not. An obnoxious girl ran into her while we were ice skating and her first reaction was to punch her. Rad? Yes. Myspace: I am friends with Sonic Youth! Totally best friends! BFF! I bought a fabulous dress for the Winter Gala that my fancy-schmancy firm is having but I don't know if anyone's going. And if no one goes I won't go, poo on it all, even though I have this fabulous black velvet 1950s dress and I would look so fantastic. The girl I like is not going, and the other girl is not going. I do not know if Kevin is going, and if he is going if he's bringing someone. I do not know if my friend the boy is going. Odd Rob might go or might not. Oh the dress is super, it was made for me decades before I was born and I absolutely had to buy it. I cleaned the bathtub yesterday because it seemed to be getting a little yucky. Well. I thought the tub was off-white dull plastic, but actually it's white shiny porcelain. So yeah, it was a tad dirty, much grosser than I was anticipating. It was very gratifying to clean, I was all maid-like again. Being a maid was the best job I've ever had and I miss it. Today there's a housewarming party that I could go to but I don't know the people and I'd rather sit at home and write. I "am" a "writer" again. I need to go shopping. Shopping! I went to the Nordstrom Rack yesterday and there is green underwear and pink shirts for me to buy! And goo for my hair! I am becoming more girl-like. I am considering getting a facial, and electrolysis, and lazerization, and a manicure, and a real live haircut. And my next acupuncture appointment is in six days and I am really looking forward to it because it is magic, it is so magic, I felt the effects of the last visit for a couple weeks. Magic! I am hungry I should eat some breakfast, something warm. I will make some tea.
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