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- I went to acupuncture and they put needles right at the top of my buttcrack and this has never happened before and it was weird. They pushed those in far, I think, and wiggled them around. I also had a needle between my eyes. Why? To calm me down, for stress. Why? Because I managed to pick a fight this morning, yeah the fight I've been wanting to pick for a week and I did it early Monday morning. I nearly started crying at acupuncture. They asked about my appetite like they do every time and lately I've had to force food down my throat. Why? Well because whenever I fight with this person I can't eat. Whine whine. Everyone's leaving Seattle, even my acupuncturist! Crap, man. I was awake at 3 a.m. with an empty stomach and a full head and I took out my earplugs and there's this bird singing outside, the bird of insomnia, which I haven't heard in such a long time I'd forgotten about it. Oh yeah, I thought, and damn, this sucks. So I woke up at 3 and couldn't calm down enough to go back to sleep until about 6:05, when I started dreaming about the contest that the Yeah Yeah Yeahs are having (or whatever, if not a contest, you know, fan submitted videos) and then five minutes later I had to get up and I just want to go to bed right now. And then after a three-hour trek I finally got to work, where I soon successfully picked a fight. I saw my old roommate and my old house and he was suicidal for a while. So basically it's been a rough week. But I'm going home on Wednesday and then going to my college town to look at apartments.
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