(note to self, written this morning during class)
Friday, Oct. 06, 2006 x 2 - 21:30

Hmm honey honey honey. This is for me: Kelsi, organize these things:

[list of things to organize omitted]

Get things organized. Get things organized. You have this time right now. Use this time. Okay. Aren't you the queen of talking about phases in life? Don't you love to talk about that? You've gone through phases, you've gone through hard times, and the thing that's so amazing to you, the reason you like to talk about it so much, is that you came out of those phases stronger and way radder than you were before. BECAUSE yeah you cried and panicked and laid awake every night but you also - remember this? - jogged, wrote, took pictures, went to concerts, thought, drank, laughed, read, found new music, traveled, met people, walked around new cities, basically kicked all the ass you could find. You were active and you used your time and you were yeah maybe a little impatient. And you did not address yourself in the second person and I hope you don't keep doing that - maybe you need it now, that's fine, but don't do it forever. Use this time, is my point. Work on your projects. Organize your stories. Become even radder - a daunting task, but you've done this before.