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I would like to tell you that from here on out there's no point in trying to read anything I write because it's all turning into long boring crap about me me me, and my enemies the birds. I went to bed last night and half of me couldn't breathe, so at work this morning I took two pink pills to clear up my head. Nothing happened. I took two more this afternoon. I thought I was okay, but I got lost on the way home, half a block away from my house. Today I wanted to write about: school, grad school, bullshit, low self-esteem and gender, linguistics, procrastination and perfectionism, how my potentially deadly combination of low self-esteem, procrastination, and perfectionism made it impossible for me to finish graduate school or did it?, and the weird weird thing that goes on with girls in academia. If any of those things are potentially interesting to you, let me know and maybe I'll try to talk about them in a coherent fashion. Instead of that, I'm going to talk about: my writing class last night. It was hilarious! If I was taking it seriously I would have been bored and disgusted, mostly with the pontificating old man who Writes science fiction, he's working on a novel, he's already completed a novel (or many novels), he used the words "infinitesimal" (which I had to look up in order to spell right), "germane" (which I also had to look up, but for the definition as well as the spelling), and "muse". Okay you like those words and use them yourself, it's fine, it's just funny, is all I'm saying. I'm sure he calls it "the Craft" with a capital C, I'm sure he calls himself a Writer with a capital W. Um, now here's some poettes, I'm totally behind and I'll never catch up, I know. Poette number 164 165 167 Poette that ends with a question Lover you should have come over (Just so you know, 'lover' is just one of those words that I will never use seriously.) About the birds This one will get you crying, if you aren't already #483 (That is not a poette, you're right. It is a story idea I got on the bus, don't steal it!)
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